Ok...you probably read in my previous post that i'm suspending my blog cause i am an utter lazy arse..well,i'm still quite a lazy arse but i decided a fresh phase of life deserves a fresh blog..So here it is..Not all that new but as fresh as it comes.(hey..At least I tried).Just posted a new layout for the blog(LOTR no matter how nice-is the past),its green..The colour of growth,spring(I'm guessing it is..Since plants are generally green and plants grow in spring) and...National service which is considerable part of my life right now(not exactly a happy thing...Than again it isn't pure torture and pain yet,so I'm thankful).New beginnings, a fresh start and a blank canvas to paint a brighter future.
JY :~: 6/16/2005 10:13:00 AM
Friday, February 25, 2005
Yo folks! JY here...A quick glance at the dates and the length of previous posts would draw you assume that i'm an utter lazy arse who probably can't even make time to type a few letters.
(Many people have commented that my blog is like a calendar with one post a month or something)Well..Unfortunately that is true.I am an utter lazy arse who can't muster enough determination(or whatever you may call it) to maintain a blog.Thus i'm suspending my blog indefinitely(well...it was kinda suspended indefinitely for quite a while..just felt like rattling on like a spoilt CD player about it.),so you don't need to bother yourselves checking for new posts.(if any of you do in the first place..) Anyway I can't see the need for a blog anymore...if you want to keep in contact..just give me ring or an SMS etc.
JY :~: 2/25/2005 01:10:00 AM
Saturday, January 08, 2005
I woke up this morning feeling generally shitty(I guess staying up late to watch dvds does that to you),struggled with my morning routine and threw on anything I could find before going to church in a 'zombie like stupor'... Than I saw her. To tell the truth I used to have a little thing years ago for her but I was practically 'shocked' out of my reverie into a stunned silence. She was so beautiful; parading down the street in a mini skirt,eluding an aura of confidence.The bookish little girl had blossomed into enchanting siren.I had to stop myself from staring,but i just couldn't stop staring...than it hit me,there I was looking like a vampire without the cool factor, dressed sloppily with unkempt hair and almost but not quite nerdy glasses.I hate it when things like this happen as if their sole purpose is inducing me into a state of self consciousness and make me wish i was invisible(guess my skin isn't thick enough yet). When will I outgrow my insecurities or when will I learn to stop coming out of house looking like a slob(which ever is the more effective solution although I think the latter is bound to happen sooner.). I really hope she didn't notice me.I really,really do.
JY :~: 1/08/2005 11:48:00 PM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
It is a new year,a new page in life,a new fresh beginning for us all.I plan to treasure that.Away with last year with its cares,disappointments,hatred and all other undesirables.I shall be enlisting soon,guess its time to grow up.Time to shed my insecurities,childish ways and behaviour,truly morph into a responsible useful person. come to think of it i haven't written in my blog in a while even though i have gazillions of entries in my journal,i chalk it down to a lack of disipline on my part(sorry zhi wei...told you i would write but i didn't)I have officially worked for a full month! If anyone tells you office life isn't full of backstabbing,slanderous people they are definately wrong.(i can safely say this since i can bet none of my collegues will be reading this)They bitch and gossip about each other during lunch hour and when they are back together in the office they act like they all chummy(luckily,i'm just a temp data entry person...which is just in name,if i was to put a title to what i do it would be:'The Odd Job Person'. which means i'm offically immune to all backstabbing and am totally a neutral party). Life is as such,rather human nature is as such:competitive,unfeeling and selfish, even within a family such 'politics' exist,i should know.Yet my collegues are not without redemption,they are actually a generally warm hearted and helpful group, even if they do succumb to their baser instincts once in a while. Moral of the story:Be nice to everyone, just be on your guard.Well thats it for today(i promise to write more next time)
JY :~: 1/01/2005 02:34:00 AM
Friday, December 03, 2004
arrrghh..i accidentally deleted my original completed entry..so i'm going to make this one quick and to the point like a summary(not like my first one) so pardon my lack of adjectives,nice complex sentence structure and my abunance of errors(spelling,tenses and all) .Today i went out with yap xiong for dinner ,we talked about the general apathy of youths towards god and along the way the way chanced aupon the topic of backsliding christians and people who believe that they are christians but aren't..this topic resonating with me since it wasn't too long ago when i realised i was questioning my faith in God and jesus. Thankfully to the grace of God..i was than aware of my condition and stopped myself from backsliding further, I realised that i enjoyed going to church for the wrong reasons and that my faith was wavering.I knew that God loved me and i want to be sure of my status as a christian and thats why i'm trying my best. I want to take this chance to urge anyone who is struggling with their faith to come to terms with it and talk to someone about it,its never too late but don't assume we have all the time in the world to do it,we never know when our time is up.To those who haven't come to Christ yet..what are you waiting for! God loves you so much..more than you can ever fanthom...Sigh i don't know why i'm airing my dirty linen in public but i just felt like i needed to do it while i'm at it I'll like to thank mabel who helped me through my time of complete weakness and yap xiong who reminded me yesterday(since its 1 in the morning already) that i shouldn't slacken in my efforts.
JY :~: 12/03/2004 09:56:00 AM
